In Session 1, Episode 4 of The Melchizedek Project Podcast, Fr. Brannen talks about his own reluctance in following his call to the priesthood, and how Jesus is patient while we overcome fear and lack of trust in discerning His will.

Readings From:

To Save a Thousand Souls: A Guide to Discerning a Vocation to Diocesan Priesthood 

Chapter 4: God Said Go, and I Said No

Reading #1:  Page 61-62

Reading #2:  Page 63-64